All you need to do is comment once with anything- and I will:
1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA for 30 seconds.
2. Tell you a color you remind me of.
3. Tell you an element I think you belong to (eg: water, fire, earth, air, etc.)
4. Tell you what character you remind me of. (If I can remember their names)
5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6. Tell you something that I like about you.
7. Tell you the object that is to the right of me.
8. Tell you what food/flavor/flower you remind me of.
9. Guess your gender.
10. Tell you to put this on your journal.
I'm gonna have a lot of fun with this- AND THERE IS NO TIME LIMIT so you could
be commenting on this ten years after I post this, and I promise, I will still do it! :3
I was about 11 and it was a few days before my mother left due to my dad finding out she was drinking, even behind the wheel. I was scared of my mom at the time because she would yell at me for no reason or when I wasn’t cleaning when I should’ve; it also didn’t help the fact that I have a mental disorder and my mind didn’t work like everyone else’s. One day, I was in my room while my mom and dad were arguing and I felt scared and helpless at the time. Suddenly, I heard an echoing voice next to me and a hand landed on my shoulder. When I turned to see who it was, I saw a figure of a girl with gray tinted skin and brown hair. She looked about my age and her clothes were similar to mine, except that hers were black since mine were baby blue. Her hair was just past her shoulders and the tips were emerald green. Her eyes were a dark brown with hints of black.
I stood from my bed and looked at the girl while she did the same. “Who are you?” I asked in a meek voice and she just smiled kindly then spoke in a voice that echoed throughout the room. “I’m you. Well, I’m a part of you that hides in your brain. My name is Adeline; normally, my name would be backwards of your name, but since that’s not possible, I took the name of your imaginary friend from when you were 6.” I stood there dumbfounded at Adeline as she looks at the door. “Mom is so mean not only to you, but to dad and Allie. You know why?” I shook my head and looked at the door. “It’s that stuff that she drinks. She gets angry and mean when she drinks it.” I nodded and looked at her, feeling very scared since the noise got louder and my head was hurting. “I wish I could do something.” I said and Adeline came up to me. “There’s only one way for it to stop Eve, and you know what it is.”
I look at Adeline with a confused look on my face. “But I promised mom I wouldn’t tell.” She sighed and hugged me gently. “I know, but your happiness as well as your safety is more important than keeping that promise. Think of Allie as well; she’ll get hurt as well if you don’t tell.” My eyes go wide of the fact that Allie might get hurt as well. I started crying and she hugged me tighter. “You know what you have to do Eve.” I nodded and hugged her back as I cried. That same day, Allie and I told my dad about what mom did. There was worse arguments and it resulted in me hiding in my room, crying while Adeline hug me and rub my head; the crying and fear would make me have bad headaches. Adeline did have times where she was very angry and thought of hurting my mom, but I would stop her and we would listen to music till we calmed down.
About 5 days, my dad resolved to have to divorce my mom and kicked her out. When I found out about mom, I was both scared that mom wouldn’t be around anymore and relieved that the fear would end. It took a few days for it to sink in that there was no more yelling. Adeline stayed for a while to make sure I stay calm while I do the same for her. The quiet rooms felt weird, but I got over it quickly once I got the hang of it. With mom gone, this also meant I have to be the mother figure to her, even though she was only 2 years younger than me; it was hard to be more grown up when I have my mental disorder and I can barely keep up with the school lessons. Over the years, I go through each day with helping my dad and taking care of Allie. Adeline still came around and when I was diagnosed with depression at age 16, she stayed by my side. There were rare times where my depression got so bad, I wanted to kill myself and Adeline would pressure me into doing it, but to no avail. Now I take medicine to calm myself and she has her own to take if necessary.
Now I live in my own place and taking care of myself, not struggling with everyday tasks and even enjoying my time alone. Adeline visits often when she and I were calm. During the time I lived on my own, I learned that Allie got diagnosed with depression and was suicidal; it resulted in the appearance of her other Eilla who seemed more emotional than Adeline, but then again, Adeline was not a normal depression other. There was two or three times where Adeline got very emotional and made me feel so bad about myself and my life that I was tempted to kill myself. When those times happened, I have gotten cuts on my arms and legs from Adeline attacking me and I would be in a corner sobbing to where I couldn’t breathe and my vision would go blurry. By that time, Adeline would be held down by either Eilla or my dad when they would come over to say hi or check on me; those times were when my medicine was not enough to calm me, so I gotten stronger prescriptions.
Today, I did several things to try to calm myself since it would take a while for the medicine to work. I basically made some art, listened to music, and watch some videos on youtube. Once the medicine kicked in, I lay down on the couch and tried to get some rest since lately I haven’t been able to sleep lately. As I rested, I somehow started dreaming of my past with Adeline and all the good memories I had with her. I always knew that Adeline was my more serious side and it was a pain, but she always kept me content when I felt too crazy and energetic. I love Adeline and I couldn’t ask for a better other than her, even if there were times where she did attack me. No matter what may happen between me and her, she’s a part of me and I wouldn’t change that for the world.
I will say, this was one hard story to write since I am revealing some of my past to your guys. what is true about this is that my mom did drink and drive, she did leave when I was 11, and at some point, I did have depression and I probably do now. Hopefully you guys enjoyed this story as well
- Watching: The Simpsons Movie
- Drinking: Gatorade
It was a sunny and beautiful day in Frotune Hills and it was a perfect day for working on some gardening. There were spaced out clouds and the sky was a clear blue. There were few kids and teens outside either playing or sunbathing. It wasn’t warm enough to go swimming, but nonetheless, it was still beautiful. I was outside my small but cozy 2 bedroom home working on my tulip and carnation garden. Tulips are my favorite flowers and I enjoy them very much; I also like roses, but those are a pain in the butt to tend to, so I’m growing carnations with the tulips. The pink and red from the carnations matched well with the yellow and white of the tulips and the garden stretched through the front of my house except by the door.
As I worked on my garden, I suddenly got a cold feeling in the pit of my stomach then something tapped on my shoulder. When I turned, I see a tall thin figure looking down at me. The figure was about my height and by how the body looked, it was a female. Her arms and legs were very thin and her skin was pale and slightly gray. Her hair was a very dark, almost black blue color with red tips. Her eyes were brown like mine but darker and her face looked indifferent; she wasn’t smiling nor frowning. She wore cherry red blush and crimson red lipstick that complimented her face perfectly. She wore a small white muscle shirt with Vic Rattlehead’s face that showed her stomach and black pants that reached her knees; she also wore cute black one inch wedges. She had a bracelet on her left wrist that matched mine, but was white and on it was Hastune Miku while mine was dark pink and had Meiko; I didn’t like the vocaloids that much, but I got the bracelet from my best friend Abby, so I wear it all the time. I knew exactly who this girl was; it was my other Adeline.
I groaned and stood up to meet Adeline’s gaze. “What do you want Adeline?” I asked in an annoyed tone. A gust of wind blew by and made Adeline and my hair dance in the wind. “I heard from Eilla that you were feeling upset, so I stopped by to see if you were ok.” Adeline said in a calm and gentle voice that echoed like any other depression other would but it wasn’t as noticeable. I rolled my eyes and sighed. “I’m fine now; I just had a bad day.” I go back to working on my garden and Adeline knelt down next to me, looking at the pretty tulips that swayed in the wind. “Can I help you?” I thought for a moment then groaned; I didn’t want to argue with her and I know what would happen if I did. “I guess. Can you go get the bag of fertilizer and the hose?” She nods and heads to the shed.
When Adeline comes back, she sets the bag down and lightly sprayed the flowers that were already tended with water. I grabbed fertilizer and place some around the carnations. We worked for about an hour then took a break for lunch; we ate chicken and ransion pudding. I didn’t mind being around Adeline when she’s calm, but lately she has been bullying me about how I look or how I am towards people. There were rare times where she would push me into feeling bad about myself and to kill myself. Today, she was pretty docile, so I had nothing to worry about, though I’ll have to kill Eilla later. When we finished eating and cleaning the dishes, we went back to working on the garden.
After a few minutes, Adeline finally says something, still sounding gentle. “After we’re done, wanna go to the Frotune Hills amusement park?” I stopped what I was doing and looked up at her. “You know I hate going there. I get depressed and I know ‘they’ will be there.” The “they” I’m talking about are Raven Lee and Dawn Dee. They were best friends that looked like they could be twins. When I’m around them, I feel like the only ways to escape them is to hide for a week or kill myself. They love to torture me and other people into doing what they want them to do. Adeline was their friend, so she would be safe. Out of the two, Raven seemed the cleverer while Dawn was gutsier. Adeline sighs and kneels next to me. “I’ll make sure they won’t do anything to you. They’re probably too lazy to do anything to you today.” She says while trying to sound convincing; it didn’t work since it was hard to trust her when it comes to Raven and Dawn.
I stood up and looked at Adeline, looking angry. “I don’t want to go near those two, so I’m not going.” Adeline stands up and frowns at me. “Why don’t you want to be near them? It’s not that they won’t make you more depressed than you already are.” She said quietly and her voice got significantly lower. “They make me feel useless and I feel like killing myself afterwards.” I said to her and she just smiled evilly. “Maybe if would be better if you were gone. You are pretty much worthless to everyone you know, even to Abby.” I got angrier at myself than I was at her for continuing this argument. “Too bad Adeline, that wish will never come true.” She looks down at my tools then picks up the weed remover and slowly walks towards me, her eyes turning fully black and filled with murderous rage. “Then I’ll do it instead.”
I run from Adeline and into the house, closing and locking the door before she could get inside. She pounds at the door angrily and shouts at me to open the door. I walked to the kitchen and fell to my knees, crying from fear that she would get in somehow; the kitchen door was also locked, so she wouldn’t get in so easily. I couldn’t hide the fact that she was probably right; I did feel like I was worthless to everyone, even to my best friend who I loved dearly. I stayed there crying when I suddenly heard a tap on my window. I jumped in fright, but what I saw there wasn’t Adeline; it was Eilla, my sister Allie’s other. Eilla looked very similar to Allie, but she was a little bigger. She also had Allie’s old haircut and faded pink hair; she also had pale white skin in contrast to Adeline’s slightly gray skin. Even though she was a depression other like Adeline, she’s not as bad as her.
I quickly let Eilla in and as soon as I locked the door, I latched onto her shirt and cried. She hugged me gently and rubbed my head, trying to calm me down. “Are you ok Eve?” She asked calmly, her voice echoing more that Adeline’s when talking normally. I look up at her and nodded slowly. “I’m not harmed physically, but I’m really scared Eilla. She’s trying to kill me again.” She helps me stand up and even though I taller than her by about 3 inches, she still hugged me and tried to calm me down. “Why are you here anyway Eilla?” I asked as I wiped my tears and she kept rubbing my head. “Adeline asked about you earlier and then I heard some shouting, so I decided to check on you then when I got here, I saw her pounding at the door with a weed remover.” I nodded and moved away from her, still wiping away my tears. “Please help me.” She nods then heads to the door where Adeline was still pounding away.
When Eilla opens the door, there stood Adeline with the tool and she looked up at her with rage. “Get out of my way Eilla.” Adeline said with her voice filled with rage that echoed more than before. Eilla stood where she was and didn’t move. “I’m not letting you hurt Eve again.” She leapt onto Adeline and they both fought to the ground, Eilla trying to remove the tool from her hand. As they fought, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my bottle of renocyde, which was basically an antidepressant liquid that I would use in serious cases like this. I ran back to find the tool gone and Eilla was on top of Adeline, who was struggling under her grip. I ran up to them and I tried to make Adeline drink the blue liquid, which she spat out a few time after finally drinking enough to calm her down.
When Adeline calmed down, Eilla and I took her to the living room and sat her down on the couch. Adeline looked down at the ground and rubbed her arm which had a cut the weed remover. I moved a little closer to her and looked down at her. “Are you calm now?” I asked and when she looked up, her eyes were slightly gray, showing that she didn’t have any energy to do anything, which made it safe. “Yeah, I’m sorry Eve. I don’t know what got over me.” I sighed and looked at Eilla; she had her own wounds, but they weren’t that bad. She looked at Adeline with a bit of anger in her eyes. “Why were you trying to kill her?” She said and her voice echoed more. Adeline looked back down to the ground and seemed pretty guilty about what happened. “I asked her if she wanted to go to the amusement park, but she didn’t want to go because Raven and Dawn might be there. I got mad by the fact that she didn’t like my friends and the more she spoke, the angrier I got. When she told me that she’ll never kill herself, I decided to do the job instead.”
Eilla sighs and shook her head, looking at the pathetic other that was sitting on the couch. She then looked at me and I looked guilty as well, even though I was trying to end the argument, I knew that it was kind of my fault as well. “I know that your depression is pretty bad Eve, but I didn’t think it would get to where it would have her try and kill you. Did you take your medicine this morning?” I nodded and sighed; I actually ran out of my usual dose of 800mg necrodicine, which is the antidepressant I took. “I didn’t have my medicine with the right dose though, so I took the 500mg one. I didn’t want to over dose if I took two, so I only took one.” Eilla nodded and rubbed my back gently. “Make sure you get that medicine as soon as you can. It’s also a good idea for Adeline to stay away from you till then.”
Adeline stood and walked over to me, still looking calm. She then hugged me gently, her arms wrapping around my neck. “I’m so sorry. I’ll make sure to not come around you until you get the medicine.” I sigh and hugged her back. After a few seconds, I pushed her away and looked very serious. “Don’t come around me for a week. I don’t know when I get the medicine, but that should give me enough time for things to settle.” Adeline nods and looks down, feeling guilty. Eilla walks up to Adeline and wraps her arm around her shoulders. “Let me take you home. I think we’re all exhausted.” Adeline nods and walks out the door with Eilla. Once they left, I closed the door and sat on the couch, feeling much worn out. I never understood why Adeline would want to kill me when I don’t want to hurt myself like Allie. I guess I’ll never understand, but at least I can do what I can to calm both myself and Adeline.
I will say about this, this is basically a fiction story that I based my struggles on. most of what happen is not true, such as the medicine and getting as serious as where I would kill myself; though I have had thoughts. The basis of others belong to I hope you all enjoy this and I'll be back for more
1. Write the rules.
2. Write 13 things about yourself.
3. Answer the 13 questions made by the person who tag you, and make your own 13 questions
4. Tag 13 deviants. And I mean ONLY 13!
5. Make sure that they know that they are tagged
6. Don't say "You're tagged if you read this..."
7. It is forbidden to not tag anyone
8. Tag backs are allowed
9. If you're lazy, don't do it on comments of this journal
10. If you don't make this tag in a week, you need to obey a wish of the person who tags you.
1. I have 3 sisters and I’m the eldest
2. I have taken classes to be better in art, but I don’t think I got any better
3. I didn’t get into makeup or pretty things till I was 17
4. I always wanted a child; most likely a girl and I would name her Mikito
5. My favorite flower is tulips
6. If anyone truly knows me, you’ll know that I will do and say random things
8. I have dark brown hair and I want to dye it; I’d most likely dye it black
10. I use to be into Pokémon
11. I hate wearing skirts and dresses in public except for weddings
12. I’m pansexual and I treat everyone equally
13. I love horror and all things scary, especially creepypastas; my favs are cupcakes, Ticci Toby, and Zero
My answered questions:
2. All the moments dealing with my mom when drunk were the scariest
4. My guilty pleasure is gay relationships just because they’re so cute; no I’m not talking about yaoi, I don’t like that
5. The stupidest thing I’ve done was letting a 23 year old flirt with me when I was 14 because I didn’t know better
6. I have gotten lost a few times
7. My worst injury was spraining my back
8. I WANNA HUG YOU SENPAI!!!!!!!!!!
9. My least fav movie is The Ghoulies
10. In 5 years, I see myself having a job and maybe in a relationship
11. A 4-5 bedroom house in the suburbs and filled with mementos
12. I want to 2 kids at least
1. What is one talent you have that is not art related?
2. What is the weirdest memory you ever had?
3. Do you have any siblings? If you do, how many?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. If you could go to one place in the world, where would you go?
6. What is your least favorite book?
7. Did you play any sports?
8. What is your biggest fear?
9. I like huggles do you?
10. What music do you like?
11. What is the first word that pops in your head when I say the word “sparkles”?
12. Hot or cold?
13. Rain or shine?
So I tag:
Enjoy my beauties
· Age: 21
· Appearance: similar to Raylee but paler, very calm and quiet but shows his expressions more than Gage, quite the opposite of Raylee, pretty attractive for a guy his age but is pretty nerdy, 5’11, is usually the one to calm Raylee down when getting too hyped up
· Likes: peace and quiet, reading, his friends and sister
· Dislikes: high energy areas, his friends and sister being hurt, stressful situations
· Clothing of choice: white button up shirt, khakis, black work shoes, black jacket
· Age: 17
· Appearance: light brown hair, slightly pale skin, light brown eyes, always giddy and jumpy because of her endless amounts of energy, is pretty but has some imperfections, 5’5, always has to try keep calm when she has to
· Likes: high energy areas, her friends and brother, making people happy
· Dislikes: her endless amounts of energy, her friends and brother being hurt, stressful situations
· Clothing of choice: red or white shirts, faded jean shorts, colorful socks or knee socks, white sneakers
· Age: 15
· Appearance: black dyed hair (originally brown), pale skin but darker than Gage, brown eyes, her moods vary on how the day goes, very pretty but has a gothic appearance, 5’5, always caries her notebooks, from age 12 till now she cut herself because of past trauma that is unknown
· Likes: doodling, her friends and boyfriend, wearing black
· Dislikes: drama, her friends being upset, change that happens too quickly, how she looks
· Clothing of choice: black short sleeved mid-thigh length dress, black stockings, black and silver buckle boots reaching the knee, black and purple arm gloves that covers up scars on her arms
· Age: 16
· Appearance: dirty blonde hair, tanned skin slightly lighter than Kaity’s, light brown eyes, always smiling and laughing, 6’2, pretty attractive but rather not deal with popular people, kinda lanky but not skinny
· Likes: music, drawing, his friends and girlfriend
· Dislikes: feeling anything besides happy, self-harm, his friends being upset
· Clothing of choice: white long sleeved shirt, black or blue jeans, black boots, dog tags
· Age: 15
· Appearance: light blond hair, smooth tanned skin, deep blue eyes, always smiling, beautiful features that can make guys hearts stop and has a personality to match, 5’3, skinny but curvy in the right places
· Likes: pretty and/or pink things, her friends and boyfriend, being outside, cute animals
· Dislikes: her friends being sad, stressful situations, feeling helpless
· Clothing of choice: white or pink tank top, blue jean vest, mid-thigh length jean skirt, white knee socks or stockings, pink 3 inch heels or sneakers, pink hair ties and bows
· Age: 17
· Appearance: black hair that fell over his face but he pulls it into a ponytail later on, pale skin, emerald green eyes, very handsome but always frowning and hardly ever changes his facial expression, 6’0 tall, slightly masculine and strong
· Likes: music, drawing, his friends and girlfriend, children
· Dislikes: depressing situations, bullies, his sister Cora
· Clothing of choice: gray or black shirts, faded jeans, motorcycle boots or black sneakers, blue and black hoodie (headphones optional)
As Bellin walks to school, all she could think about was hanging out with the twins. She sees them standing at the crosswalk as they always do and when she runs up to them, Lo hugs her and lifts her from the ground. They walk to school and it was a little weird how there were some stares from some people, but they didn’t care at all. The whole time, Lo and Bellin were holding hands or hugging while No just kept chatting away about parties and other random stuff, even when they reach their lockers.
The bell rings and the twins leave for the classes; Lo giving Bellin a kiss before leaving. She heads to her class and goes to her desk; only to find Rosy sitting in her desk and smirking at her. “Rosy, care to explain why are you sitting at my desk?” Rosy smiles and rests her chin on her hand. “I’m sitting here just because I wanted to. You can sit with the losers over there if you want.” Bellin sighs and shakes her head, looking down at the pink covered girl. “One, they’re not losers, two, we have assigned seats so you can’t sit here.” Rosy scoffs and goes back to her seat next to Bellin. “By the way, I saw you kissing Lorex Sky earlier. Did someone dare you to?” Bellin shakes her head and opens her books. “Lo is my boyfriend Rosy.”
After Bellin says this, Rosy bursts out laughing and everyone heard her. “You’re dating Lorex? He’s way too hot for your kind Bellin.” She kept laughing and Bellin clenched her fists, making her break her pencil. During the day, Rosy kept making fun of Bellin and even had a few students join in; especially her little “clone” friend Candy. When lunch came, Bellin ran out of class and headed outside; mostly to avoid Rosy. She sat there and started cursing at herself. “Why does she have to be such a jerk? She had to choose me of all people to pick on.”
“Who’s picking on you?” Someone says this and when she turns around, she sees the twins walking up to her; she knew that it was No who said it since it didn’t sound as deep as Lo. “Rosy. I told her that I was dating Lo and she kept making fun of me saying that he’s too good for my kind.” Bellin says and both twins frown; No sat on the other bench and Lo sat behind her, hugging her and resting his chin on her shoulder. “I don’t know what your kind is, but that gives her no right to judge on that Bell.” No says while speaking his signature deep and demonic voice that he only used when one of his friends or No was hurt. No nods and grabs his lunch from his pack. “I know she likes being more popular than anyone else, but she seems to really hate you.” Bellin nods and sighs, not wanting to eat lunch now and just stayed in Lo’s arms.
They talked during lunch and when it ended, Lo walked Bellin to her class. When they reached the class, Rosy was there, sitting at her desk with Candy. When Rosy saw the two, she smirks and waves cutely at Lo. He growls and clenched his fist, careful not to hurt Bellin. She could tell he was angry and gently places a hand on his cheek. “It’s ok Lo, I’ll be fine.” He nods and places his hand over hers. “Don’t let her get to you too much love.” He smiles gently and she nods. The bell rings and he kisses her before leaving for his class. Bellin walks in and sits at her desk; Rosy and Candy snickering at her. Bellin did her best to not let Rosy get to her as the day went by. Lo and No were right; she had no right to judge and this wasn’t gonna change anything.
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
 Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
 Shopping is torture.
 Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
 Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
 At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
 You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
 You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
 You own like a trillion baseball caps.
 You like going to football games.
 You used to/do collect baseball cards.
 Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
 Sports are fun.
 Talk with food in your mouth
Your Girl Side
 You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
 You wear eyeliner.
 You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
 You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
 You consider cheerleading a sport.
 You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
 Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
 Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
 You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories
 You smile a lot more than you should.
 You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
 You care about what you look like.
 You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total = 11
Girl = 11
Boy = 11
well I do have my tomboy side of my personality XD so I'm not surprised
1. Who is your favorite of the Mane 6 (and Spike)?
2. Who is your favorite Princess (including Twilight Sparkle)?
Twilight I guess
3. Who is your favorite Cutie Mark Crusader?
4. Who is your favorite villain/antagonist?
5. Who is your favorite background character?
6. Who is your favorite earth pony?
7. Who is your favorite Pegasus?
8. Who is your favorite unicorn?
9. Who is your favorite non-pony character?
10. Who is your favorite MLP OC in the fandom (if you have one)?
Either Fluffle Puff or Inkie Pie
11. What is your OTP?
Pinkie Pie X Rainbow Dash and Octavia X Vinyl
12. What's your favorite crackship?
13. What is your favorite season?
Still watching the first season
14. What is your favorite episode?
15. What is your favorite song?
Smile song (Reitanna version)
16. How long have you been in the fandom?
3 months or so
[x] You watch anime.
 You read manga.
 You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
 You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
 You have cosplayed
 You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention
 You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
 You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
 You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
 You enjoy drawing anime
[x] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
 You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 4
[x] You like art.
 You actually consider yourself an artist.
 When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
 You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
 People actually ask for your drawings.
 You are known as 'the art person' at your school
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
 You have taken an art class outside of school.
 You have considered a career as an artist.
 Your school papers are always covered in doodles
[x] You have a favorite artist
 Your drawings have been framed.
 You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
ART NERD POINTS: 5
 You play a musical instrument
 You play more than one instrument.
 You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
 You've given your instrument a name.
 You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
 You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[x] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
 You have a favorite composer.
 All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
 You write music.
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[x] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
 You are never nervous playing for other people.
MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 4
VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
 You own more than 4 different video game systems.
 You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
 You play video games every day.
 You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
 You have songs from your favorite video games on your phone/MP3/i-Pod
 You love to talk about video games.
 You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
 People know you as the 'gamer' person
[x] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
 Your gaming system is in your room
 You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
 You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it
 NEVER LOOK UP CHEATS FOR BOSS BATTLES.
VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 3
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[x] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
 You spend time in online forums.
 In the forum/chatrooms you use, you are known there by everyone else.
 You have friends you have only met online.
 You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person
 U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online
[x] You can type really, really fast
COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 9
Here's the ranking:
Computer Nerd: 9
Art Nerd: 5
Anime/Manga Nerd: 4
Musical Nerd: 4
Video Games Nerd: 3
 Acrophobia - Fear of heights
[x] Agliophobia - Fear of pain
 Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds
 Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street
 Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects
 Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car
 Androphobia - Fear of men
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking
 Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers
 Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society
 Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
 Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers
 Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning
 Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness
 Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure
 Aulophobia - Fear of flutes
 Autophobia - Fear of being alone
 Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria
 Barophobia - Fear of gravity
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep
 Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians
 Bibliophobia - Fear of books
 Botanophobia - Fear of plants
 Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness
 Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors
 Chionophobia - Fear of snow
 Chromophobia - Fear of colors
 Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces
 Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns
 Cyberphobia - Fear of computers
 Cynophobia - Fear of dogs
 Dendrophobia - Fear of trees
 Dentophobia - Fear of dentists
 Domatophobia - Fear of houses
[x] Dtychiphobia - Fear of accidents
 Ecophobia - Fear of the home
 Elurophobia - Fear of cats
 Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers
 Equinophobia - Fear of horses
 Gophobia - Fear of marriage (What if I change my mind?! I can't do commitment.)
 Genuphobia - Fear of knees
 Globophobia - Fear of balloons
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public
 Gynophobia - Fear of women
 Heliophobia - Fear of the sun
 Hemophobia - Fear of blood
 Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles
 Hydrophobia - Fear of water
 Itrophobia - Fear of doctors
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects
 Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish
 Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms
L - M
 Lekophobia - Fear of the color white
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes
 Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth
 Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking
 Melanophobia - Fear of the color black
 Microphobia - Fear of small things
 Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs
 Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things (Go ahead, tell me YOU'RE not afraid to die.)
 Noctiphobia - Fear of the night
 Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals
 Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
 Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8
 Ombrophobia - Fear of rain
 Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes
 Ornithophobia - Fear of birds
 Papyrophobia - Fear of paper
[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease
 Pedophobia - Fear of children
 Philophobia - Fear of love
[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid (I am so confused right now)
 Podophobia - Fear of feet
 Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple
 Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns
 Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying
 Pyrophobia - Fear of fire
 Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes
 Scolionophobia - Fear of school
 Selenophobia - Fear of the moon
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation
 Somniphobia - Fear of sleep
 Tachophobia - Fear of speed
 Technophobia - Fear of technology
 Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections
 Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women
 Verminophobia - Fear of germs
 Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft
[x] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
 Zoophobia - Fear of animals
 More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?
 More than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
 More then 20, you're paranoid. (I already knew this?????)
[x] 10-20, you are normal.
 10 or less, you're fearless.
 0 - You're lying
“No, RayJay, Lo and I have something to tell you.” Bellin said as she walked in front of the TV. No and RayJay nods and listens to what they have to say. Lo grabs Bellin’s hand and nods. “We’ve been dating for the last week, and we didn’t want to tell you two unless we know it’ll last.” No and RayJay shared matching looks of shock then No stands and walks to them. “I never thought you two would be dating.” Surprisingly, he wasn’t mad, but was rather happy as he hugs Lo and Bellin. RayJay joins in and had a matching smile. “I might make jokes once in a while, but I couldn’t ask for a better man to date my little sister.”
Both Lo and Bellin were happy and relieved that they accepted the relationship and now their worries were diminished. After the reveal, they openly showed their affection and care for each other. Scalia smiles at the two and was truly happy. “Hey Scal, you didn’t look shocked when Bellin and Lo confessed about the relationship.” RayJay said looking confusingly. Scalia just laughs and shakes her head. “I knew about the relationship Ray. I just know to let them sort things out on their own.” He nods and goes back to watching TV.
During the rest of the day, everyone just hung around the house since it started raining pretty badly. RayJay and Scalia watched TV in the living room while Bellin, Lo, and No watched movies in her room. Bellin and Lo were lying comfortably in each others embrace while No laid at the feet of the bed. “Hey No, I’ve been wondering. Why don’t you get yourself a girlfriend?” Lo asked No and he frowned at this. No sits up and looks at the two with a defeated. “I guess I have my own confession for you two.” Bellin looks worryingly at No and he just whispers one word; gay.
Bellin and Lo looked utterly shocked at No; they never thought he was gay. “When did you become gay No?” Bellin asked him and he looked down. “It’s been about 4 years since I started liking guys, but it wasn’t till last year that I realized I just didn’t like girls like that anymore.” She nods and hugs him, trying to cheer him up. “There’s nothing wrong with being gay No. You can date whoever you want and we won’t judge you ever.” Lo goes over and hugs his brother as well. “She’s right, it doesn’t matter who you like, we still love you for who you are.” He says and No happily smiles and hugs them.
Ever since then, the three openly shared their feelings and nothing held them back. “By the way, what was your first date?” No asked the other two. “We just hung out at a small park then got ice cream.” Lo said and held Bellin close to him. “I enjoyed it just because I got to be with him.” Bellin said and snuggled close to Lo. No nods and smiles. “I hope I find someone, but for now I’m enjoying the party life.” Lo nods and thought for a moment then looks at No.
“You seem to hang out with RayJay a lot though. Do you like him or something?” No blushes and nods slightly. “I kinda like RayJay, but I know he’s not gay.” He sighs and Bellin places a hand on his shoulder. “Actually, RayJay doesn’t really have a gender preference. So you never know till you try.” He looks at her then nods and smiles, feeling better about the situation. Nothing restraint their thoughts and feelings any longer.
B- Biggest Fear: falling without any means of stopping
C- Current Job:none
D- Drink you last had:cherry cola
E- Easiest Person To Talk to:my sister Allie
F- Favorite Song: Duality by Slipknot or Return to Serenity by Shattered Sun
G- Ghosts, are they real:not really
H- How many kids do you want:2-3
I- In love with:no one
J- Jealous Of:girls who's beauty matches their personalities
K- Killed Someone?:nope
L- Last time you cried?:last week. I watched a music video that reminded me of my grandfather
M- Missing someone:Allie and grandfather
N- Number of Siblings:3
O- One Wish:to be a mother
P- Person who you last called:dad
Q- Question you're always asked:too many questions!!!!!
R- Reason to smile:family and friends
S- Song last sang:Moving by Get Scared
T- Time you woke up:9:07
U- Underwear Color:I'm not saying that
V- Vacation Destination:Gatlenburg Tennessee or Japan
W- Worst Habit:biting my nails when nervous or repeating myself
X- X-Rays you've had:ankle 3 times and wrist
Y- Your favorite food:spinach calzones
Z- Zodiac Sign:Aquarius
One day, Bellin and Lo were at his house just to be together. Scalia was cleaning the house while RayJay and No went to an all-day pool party. Lo pretended to not be feeling good and Bellin stayed to take care of him. It took a lot of convincing for No to leave; but since he trusted her, it was easier to make him leave.
Lo and Bellin were in the bedroom watching TV. Lo held Bellin in his arms and she laid her head on his chest. The two were very comfortable together and enjoyed every moment of it. Lo mutes the show and sits up, his arms still around Bellin. She looks up at him and groans as she sits up as well.
“Is something wrong Lo?” Bellin asks softly and sweetly then he kisses her forehead. “I’ve been thinking of how to tell No and RayJay about our relationship.” He leans on the headboard and looks up at the ceiling, deep in thought. She nods and rubs her hand on his chest. “I’ve been thinking about it as well. It’s hard to come up with something.” He nods and sighs. “No will be mad, and RayJay will probably do all sorts of love birds jokes.” Both of them sit there deep in thought and with worried looks.
Bellin sits back up and looks down at her worrisome boyfriend. “Maybe it’s best to just tell them. There’s no way we can sugarcoat it nor keep it from them any longer.” She looks sadly and rubs her arms; Lo lifts her chin to make her look at him. “You’re right dear. We shouldn’t keep it from them any longer.” He pulls her closer to him and places her forehead on his. “We’ll tell them tomorrow.” She nods and places a hand on his cheek, stroking the smooth skin with her thumb.
Both smiled at each other and Bellin goes to grab the remote when Lo stops her and gives a kind but sly smile. She smiles back and took the hint, leaning down and pressing her lips to his. To Bellin, the feeling she gets when kissing Lo was the best thing. His lips were soft and they seemed to form perfectly onto hers. When they separate, they both laughed and cuddled up to each other. They were nervous to break the news to RayJay and No, but for now they just enjoy the time they had together.
On a sunny Saturday, Bellin and the twins were sitting in the backyard enjoying the warm weather after 4 days of nonstop rain. Her and Lo were sitting on the deck chairs and No was lying in the grass. Occasionally when No wasn’t looking, Bellin and Lo would hold hands or he would kiss her on the forehead or cheek. The two were still happy together and even went on a date a few days before, but the only people that knew are Sken and Scalia since she could trust one and the other couldn’t be seen.
As everyone was relaxing, RayJay and Scalia walks out and carries bottles of water for the three relaxing teens. RayJay stretches and breathes in the warm air. “Today is just amazing. Nothing better than a sunny afternoon after so much rain.” Scalia laughs and puts on some sunglasses, staring at her very happy and relaxed older brother. “It sure is. It’s just nice being able to come out and enjoy the sun.” She sits in the third chair and lays back.
No stands up and grabs a bottle of water, his skin a little dark than before since he was lying under the sun and it was giving him a tan. “As much as I usually hate doing nothing, today is just a great day for being lazy and maybe betting a tan.” He laughs and sits back down while RayJay sits next to him. Bellin drinks some of her water and pulls her red hair back into a ponytail. “Why can’t the weather always be like this? It’s just so beautiful.” Lo smiles at her and sets down his iPod. “People should learn to enjoy the better days and not take them for granted.” He says in a very calm and gentle voice that always seems to swoon Bellin.
Scalia stands and stretches, breathing in the air before letting out a deep sigh. “Well I have work to do, so you four enjoy yourselves.” She smiles and walks back inside. RayJay and No both stand up and went inside; RayJay wanting to grab his own iPod and No going to the bathroom. When Lo and Bellin were alone, they move the chairs closer and he gave her a big but gentle hug. “Let’s go out tonight. I know a nice restaurant we can go to.” He whispers before letting her go then she nods and smiles gently. RayJay and No walks back out and lay back onto the grass. All four of them spend the next few hours enjoying the weather and even when it gets dark the weather was nice a warm.
Bellin and Lo went to a nice steakhouse that was a few blocks from his house and they spend a few hours enjoying the food and each other. When they were done, he walked her home and they did decide that tomorrow they would be an official couple. They decided to keep waiting on a few days to tell RayJay and No, but for now, they just enjoyed each others company. When they reached Bellins house, Lo hugs and kisses her good night before leaving. For Bellin, today was the best day for being with her friends and family, but the best part was the great date with her new boyfriend. Who knows what will happen next.